It´s cold outside..but warm inside your heart

It's cold outside..and within me too..

I can´t stop shaking, afraid of what life will be without someone to share it with..A frozen breath, a fading sound of a heartbeat is confused beneath the trembling moves of my body...I look at a window hoping for a sign of love, a whisper of kindness that could warm my heart once again and enlighten me with the wisdom i once had..The noises i hear are part of a reality i once lived..but not anymore..I am lost inside a selfish body, one who can't experience the purpose of life on it's own..with the primal need to feed on others, which created me.... a weaker man..someone who is changing in front of my eyes but don't know how to face, how to confront, how to embrace..

The closing metaphor of my existence could be made or described in many ways, but the easiest way to show it to you, is to make you understand that part of your soul is within me, within all of us..and the only way to fill your heart is to understand this..

Be part of my heart and soul just for a moment, because if i could keep you and that warm feeling for just a second, it will be enough to warm me the rest of my life...

My ultimate desire..

I fight everyday to conquer my fears..
The scars of the past left by them, are the ones which i never forget..
My mind creates a world of fantasy in which i want to dream and release myself...
To get away from those fears, erasing all the remains and imperfections of my soul, and continue to discover new unfounded mysteries of life, i have to set me free..
Set me free from the chains which restrain me to this material world...
I only need a moment, a simple second will be enough..
I need the freedom of thought to survive, to be able to dream and achieve an higher purpose..to give meaning to my life...to give a direction in which I can continue to walk step by step, or run towards something I need to achieve..
But I have to grow, understand my soul is unique but my capability to evolve is unstoppable.
For that I need a stronger will, courage, and most of all.. be able to believe..some can call that religion, in the form of faith..others can call that an inner strength or perhaps a form of energy, we all have it inside of us, just waiting to reveal itself to the world..

I don´t want to abandon my dreams, but i want to live towards them.. realizing that i am living in the real world, with other needs I have to fulfil.

Don't loose yourself in the demanding world we live in..keep a second of peace to yourself each day, and you will learn to live better..

Song of the past

Memories of the past
Day and night they will be my grasp
Shadows of my place
They grow older with so much grace

Ghosts of the lonely past,
Don't dare to betray me, at last..
Hide it from my love
Keep the angels far from above

Kiss me and say goodbye
what I really want is to cry...
remember my next day...
And all what we needed to say..

Give me all I want
dreams and desires I would forgot
Bring me that last breath
Don't come with me...to my Death

Your guardian angel..

My spirit is immortal..These words i write will be forever carved in my soul..not because they could be important, but because they mark an effort to be, an effort to be free..

Staring at the sun we see the world moving once more, afraid with the eminence of the tomorrow...of the future we do not know..It's a risk we take..it's life in her best.

It's fun to see life evolving, to grow, to be different, realizing we can make a difference by just listening to others and to our inner soul..

Growing it's just a part of the process, building something that make us feel complete..

One of my wishes is to be reminded as someone who was simple but at the same time tried to evolve, to know the world, to listen and finally to be better each time a second was passing throughout my hands..

That is why i free this words to the world, they don't deserve to be caught inside myself..

I live trying to make a difference, fighting with time, leaving behind many unfinished desires that one day i hope to achieve..As an human my destiny have an ending, my story is only the small piece of the puzzle..

Our bonds, our thoughts will always be kept in each other minds and that's why i wrote, because it's a way of being part of your soul, being the guardian angel of those who deserve my kindness and care.

You decide..

Fireflight - You Decide

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Intuition

The intuition is the key to be unique..our way to be is made from our steps in the dark..to step outside our shell and realize the world doesn't spin around us is the path to understand the true meaning..of our true destiny..

The need to breed affects our mind as the will to survive affect our basic actions..to be different, to live without chains make us unsafe, afraid... but at the same time is what makes more aware to the dreams and desires of others.. the strong souls can't live imprisoned in a world they can't control anymore..and to be strong is to be different..

To create a dream in our own reality is to preserve our own individuality..it's easier to make our own mistakes based on pure instincts, than to realize our decisions aren't the ones who destroyed our merciful dreams anymore..to be rational sometimes is to kill our dreams, and our heart can't support the responsability of making all the decisions of our own life.

To repent is to doubt ourselves, to question our heart, our thoughts, our ideals but most important to realize there is not a single solution to our identity..

In the end the most important is to live and learn, to be fulfilled...
and to live..in peace with our own soul..

Life

The axel of earth spins without control..step by step it moves toward the infinity... revealing behind his veil endless mysteries of humanity..millions of fragile beings that survive for a purpose..even though they struggle for life..it's life that make them special..unique..

In the depths of our worlds lies the difference between right or wrong..the principles that make our soul and clarify the doubts and worries of our way to be..What makes us stronger also changes us forever..for better or worse, it's not for us to decide..the world have it's ways of returning the kindness and hatred of humankind...

Nature can give us everything we desire, because we were born like many others to learn and be greater, to evolve and create art, to listen to the song of the universe and realize that is not so simple to grow, but it's easier to be born..

To understand the essential doubts of life is not my purpose, but to question them is all i can ask..

Be aware of the present, honor the past and desire the future..
Because life is a game you don't want to loose...