You decide..

Fireflight - You Decide

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Intuition

The intuition is the key to be unique..our way to be is made from our steps in the dark..to step outside our shell and realize the world doesn't spin around us is the path to understand the true meaning..of our true destiny..

The need to breed affects our mind as the will to survive affect our basic actions..to be different, to live without chains make us unsafe, afraid... but at the same time is what makes more aware to the dreams and desires of others.. the strong souls can't live imprisoned in a world they can't control anymore..and to be strong is to be different..

To create a dream in our own reality is to preserve our own individuality..it's easier to make our own mistakes based on pure instincts, than to realize our decisions aren't the ones who destroyed our merciful dreams anymore..to be rational sometimes is to kill our dreams, and our heart can't support the responsability of making all the decisions of our own life.

To repent is to doubt ourselves, to question our heart, our thoughts, our ideals but most important to realize there is not a single solution to our identity..

In the end the most important is to live and learn, to be fulfilled...
and to live..in peace with our own soul..

Life

The axel of earth spins without control..step by step it moves toward the infinity... revealing behind his veil endless mysteries of humanity..millions of fragile beings that survive for a purpose..even though they struggle for life..it's life that make them special..unique..

In the depths of our worlds lies the difference between right or wrong..the principles that make our soul and clarify the doubts and worries of our way to be..What makes us stronger also changes us forever..for better or worse, it's not for us to decide..the world have it's ways of returning the kindness and hatred of humankind...

Nature can give us everything we desire, because we were born like many others to learn and be greater, to evolve and create art, to listen to the song of the universe and realize that is not so simple to grow, but it's easier to be born..

To understand the essential doubts of life is not my purpose, but to question them is all i can ask..

Be aware of the present, honor the past and desire the future..
Because life is a game you don't want to loose...

Tired of being Human

I feel alone so many times,
tired of being so incomplete.
I am alone without a path,
just feeling so bittersweet.

To think is not a tragedy,
to become more is not a sin.
I am tired of being human,
just throw me to a garbage bin.

To talk is not my gift,
my heart is not my core.
just look inside my eyes,
how dreams can be much more.

There's so much within me,
so many voices I need to hear.
Tell me who is right or wrong,
please make me embrace my fear.

My feelings are out of reach,

my logic is overrated.
You can't change the way I feel,
I am just so damn complicated.

Destruction is not my way,
is not the weapon I will choose.
Just give me all you've got...
Because..you..I will never..loose..

Special thanks to quaedam (1st picture)

Time after time

Time after time i will continue to search my true destiny, my true future will soon be uncovered..i hope soon enough..

Searching beyond my reach..

The things i try to do, to reach something i don't know, can someday be more than simple challenges to reach beyond..maybe tomorrow someone will reach their hand and grant me the wish i so long have search this earth for..
Some wishes were already granted..but i can only be gifted once more when i learn that to dream is to live..to realize that these wishes are part of our soul, of our ability to be more than simply and ordinary people walking by the sidewalks..we can change our lives.
We can be more that we want..
The doubts are part of our river, undeniable springs we ask our selfs everyday..they feed the fish that deep down don't know where to go, but something lead them there..that something is you..
It's hard to change? It's harder to live in the same old, ambiguous defeat, depressive dark corner..or isn't it? It's easy to throw away guilt and sorrow to others shoulder's and cry selfish tears for the errors we do or we did...
Our existence is not shallow..it is full..and maybe a hole life can't change the world today..but maybe a second can change it tomorrow..and that is the only thing i won't forget all my life..all my humanity...

To be part of this world is easy..to realize you deserve it..that is the ultimate question..
And..if you think twice..you have more than one second to do something about it, and to learn how to enlighten yourselves to be a little more..human.

Chapter 6 - The undeniable truth (1st part)

A new day it was...but the same sadness was inside her..little Melanie.. the only thing she was hoping all week is to meet again the same little girl, who wiped her tears some days ago..and made her smile reappear from her bitter darkness...once again.

She needed to fill that void..but her happiness comes and goes like a flash, while.. her darkness stays..and maybe the little girl could be a friend..a form of escape...
"No... thinking...no..just let it go..." - her mind was again away..
Minutes after she was hitting the streets..in her unique dark glow..
Maybe it was finally...today..a special day..?

The door slammed..Jason was in a rush..late to work again..
"Ok shower...breakfast and clothes ok..10 minutes..priorities..ok..eat..of course..i am starving" - as he finished his monologue, he suddendly jumped to the kitchen and grabs some bread and bacon and shoved them into his mouth..
"hmm..good good..damn i am late.." - he noticed between all the mess in the floor...
"(i have to clean this..someday)" - he thought just before grabbing his bike and flew away...

In the way down..two strangers meet again..
"Sorry..sorry...watch the head..!! "- Jason shouted.
"Hi again..didn´t see it was you.." - he smiled...
"Sorry no time.." - he spoke to the girl next to him..
Melanie saw him leave the building without saying a word..only whispering..

"Good day to you too..bike boy..." - laughing to herself...