Time after time

Time after time i will continue to search my true destiny, my true future will soon be uncovered..i hope soon enough..

Searching beyond my reach..

The things i try to do, to reach something i don't know, can someday be more than simple challenges to reach beyond..maybe tomorrow someone will reach their hand and grant me the wish i so long have search this earth for..
Some wishes were already granted..but i can only be gifted once more when i learn that to dream is to live..to realize that these wishes are part of our soul, of our ability to be more than simply and ordinary people walking by the sidewalks..we can change our lives.
We can be more that we want..
The doubts are part of our river, undeniable springs we ask our selfs everyday..they feed the fish that deep down don't know where to go, but something lead them there..that something is you..
It's hard to change? It's harder to live in the same old, ambiguous defeat, depressive dark corner..or isn't it? It's easy to throw away guilt and sorrow to others shoulder's and cry selfish tears for the errors we do or we did...
Our existence is not shallow..it is full..and maybe a hole life can't change the world today..but maybe a second can change it tomorrow..and that is the only thing i won't forget all my life..all my humanity...

To be part of this world is easy..to realize you deserve it..that is the ultimate question..
And..if you think twice..you have more than one second to do something about it, and to learn how to enlighten yourselves to be a little more..human.

Chapter 6 - The undeniable truth (1st part)

A new day it was...but the same sadness was inside her..little Melanie.. the only thing she was hoping all week is to meet again the same little girl, who wiped her tears some days ago..and made her smile reappear from her bitter darkness...once again.

She needed to fill that void..but her happiness comes and goes like a flash, while.. her darkness stays..and maybe the little girl could be a friend..a form of escape...
"No... thinking...no..just let it go..." - her mind was again away..
Minutes after she was hitting the streets..in her unique dark glow..
Maybe it was finally...today..a special day..?

The door slammed..Jason was in a rush..late to work again..
"Ok shower...breakfast and clothes ok..10 minutes..priorities..ok..eat..of course..i am starving" - as he finished his monologue, he suddendly jumped to the kitchen and grabs some bread and bacon and shoved them into his mouth..
"hmm..good good..damn i am late.." - he noticed between all the mess in the floor...
"(i have to clean this..someday)" - he thought just before grabbing his bike and flew away...

In the way down..two strangers meet again..
"Sorry..sorry...watch the head..!! "- Jason shouted.
"Hi again..didn´t see it was you.." - he smiled...
"Sorry no time.." - he spoke to the girl next to him..
Melanie saw him leave the building without saying a word..only whispering..

"Good day to you too..bike boy..." - laughing to herself...

The pure heart in our souls..

My heart..A thing i never thought about..

I am lying to myself..i always lie to myself..i think of it many times...but to others i am pure...honest..trully to my values..
Never understood why is that..why did i fear myself so many times...
Do i think someone can steal my heart, and turn me in another me...?
Don't know..i only know it's a happier me that lies in my heart today..because a part of it has been given away..maybe when i finnally shared a part of it, i will found at last the purest soul beneath this unholy world..
And i think i have found it..
I think i have..
But..(and there is always a "but") to think is just too complicated..i prefer to live life as it is..
Just once..try to give grace to the things i have now..and appreciate all the love, friendship and good things that surround me..

"It's better to live love for one second..than to hate love forever"

In the waiting line..

The days passed..and row by row, time by time, we wait in the line hoping we walk faster and faster..but the line doesn't move..
One day we see another person passing us by..breaking the line..and it's from that moment we realize we are not made to waiting in the line..but we were made to learn how to cross it over...

My spirit is white..what color is yours?

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

If i just lay here...

If i lay here...If i just lay here..

Feeling your heat..your warm touch..
I will feel more complete..
The silky words you leave in the air..
Makes me dream..and look at the sky..
I want to cherish this moment forever..
It's not easy to live in peace once more..
But we can try..just this time..
Take my hand and i will show you how beauty is your soul..
How your eyes makes me feel an empty glass..
How your spirit is made by an angel's touch..
Fly with me and see there are no boundaries to our dream..
No illusions to our destiny...
No moments wasted..
No lifes lost..not this time...

If I lay here...
If I just lay here..


Would you lie with me..
And just forget the world...

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars