Chapter 6 - The undeniable truth (1st part)

A new day it was...but the same sadness was inside her..little Melanie.. the only thing she was hoping all week is to meet again the same little girl, who wiped her tears some days ago..and made her smile reappear from her bitter darkness...once again.

She needed to fill that void..but her happiness comes and goes like a flash, while.. her darkness stays..and maybe the little girl could be a friend..a form of escape...
"No... thinking...no..just let it go..." - her mind was again away..
Minutes after she was hitting the streets..in her unique dark glow..
Maybe it was finally...today..a special day..?

The door slammed..Jason was in a rush..late to work again..
"Ok shower...breakfast and clothes ok..10 minutes..priorities..ok..eat..of course..i am starving" - as he finished his monologue, he suddendly jumped to the kitchen and grabs some bread and bacon and shoved them into his mouth..
"hmm..good good..damn i am late.." - he noticed between all the mess in the floor...
"(i have to clean this..someday)" - he thought just before grabbing his bike and flew away...

In the way down..two strangers meet again..
"Sorry..sorry...watch the head..!! "- Jason shouted.
"Hi again..didn´t see it was you.." - he smiled...
"Sorry no time.." - he spoke to the girl next to him..
Melanie saw him leave the building without saying a word..only whispering..

"Good day to you too..bike boy..." - laughing to herself...

The pure heart in our souls..

My heart..A thing i never thought about..

I am lying to myself..i always lie to myself..i think of it many times...but to others i am pure...honest..trully to my values..
Never understood why is that..why did i fear myself so many times...
Do i think someone can steal my heart, and turn me in another me...?
Don't know..i only know it's a happier me that lies in my heart today..because a part of it has been given away..maybe when i finnally shared a part of it, i will found at last the purest soul beneath this unholy world..
And i think i have found it..
I think i have..
But..(and there is always a "but") to think is just too complicated..i prefer to live life as it is..
Just once..try to give grace to the things i have now..and appreciate all the love, friendship and good things that surround me..

"It's better to live love for one second..than to hate love forever"

In the waiting line..

The days passed..and row by row, time by time, we wait in the line hoping we walk faster and faster..but the line doesn't move..
One day we see another person passing us by..breaking the line..and it's from that moment we realize we are not made to waiting in the line..but we were made to learn how to cross it over...

My spirit is white..what color is yours?

Take the Magic: The Gathering 'What Color Are You?' Quiz.

If i just lay here...

If i lay here...If i just lay here..

Feeling your heat..your warm touch..
I will feel more complete..
The silky words you leave in the air..
Makes me dream..and look at the sky..
I want to cherish this moment forever..
It's not easy to live in peace once more..
But we can try..just this time..
Take my hand and i will show you how beauty is your soul..
How your eyes makes me feel an empty glass..
How your spirit is made by an angel's touch..
Fly with me and see there are no boundaries to our dream..
No illusions to our destiny...
No moments wasted..
No lifes lost..not this time...

If I lay here...
If I just lay here..


Would you lie with me..
And just forget the world...

Snow Patrol - Chasing Cars

To see you again..

To learn how the power flows...

To become a greater mind...
To understand you are not alone...
To become a part of mankind...

See the souls of those who lived...
See what other's can accomplish...
See the world as it can be...
See what hate can demolish.

You awake, it's all new...
You see closely, it's all clear...
You speak slowly, it has no meaning...
You just live..it's only fear.

Again, it all can be true...
Again, it's so easy to wander...
Again, it's not our job to destroy...
Again, the world is not ours to plunder

To hesitate is not the answer..

The anxiety to be different...
The pressure to be the best...
The calling to the temptation..
The feeling to be like the rest.

To be better after each day...
To be running through the clouds...
To reach heaven or even hell...
To be hidden behind the crowds.

To hesitate in front of her
To release words i can't pronounce
To challenge the laws of phisics
To be an hero? i renounce...

Scrap from Deviant art
(never hesitate 2 by `suzi9mm)